We had all gone astray like sheep, each taking his own way, and the Lord burdened him with the sins of all of us.
Is.53:6
Reflections taken from Daily Mass Readings of the Catholic Church, New Zealand. The approach taken is that of Scripture Journaling or lectio divina (“Divine Reading”). The Stumbling Follower has had no theological training and so his musings are just as the title suggests - Ramblings.
Friday, April 18, 2025
My Way
Tuesday, April 15, 2025
Glory
When he had gone out, Jesus said, ‘Now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in him.
Jn.13:31
Judas leaves in the night. At the moment of betrayal Jesus declares he is glorified.
It seems strange that Jesus declares himself glorified in what I would call the darkest point in Jesus' life so far. The betrayal by one of his close associates is hardly an illuminating moment in Jesus' ministry. Yet he lifts this moment up as a time of his glorification.
His glory comes from doing his Father's will, even when it's tough. I can be glorified by knowing God the Father's will and doing it, no matter what.
Holy Spirit. Help me know the Father's will and then give me strength to do it.
Saturday, April 12, 2025
Dark before Dawn
It was as high priest that he made this prophecy that Jesus was to die for the nation – and not for the nation only, but to gather together in unity the scattered children of God.
Jn.11:51,52
Caiaphas the High Priest unwittingly prophesies Jesus ultimate triumph. Jesus' death on the cross was and is a victory to be claimed by all humanity who have faith to grasp it.
Holy Week is about to play out the drama of injustice, treachery, envy, hatred, cruelty, abandonment and then... victory. It's a week to enter the sorrow of my despicable role in the affair while keeping one eye firmly on the outcome. Resurrection! The dawn is coming.
Thank you Jesus for dying that I may live!
Friday, April 11, 2025
Jesus - My Friend and my God
We are not stoning you for doing a good work but for blasphemy: you are only a man and you claim to be God.
Jn.10:33
The Jewish leaders understand clearly Jesus' claim about himself. They just can't believe it.
This is the great point of difference between Jesus and other founders of world religions. They all say, "Don't look to me, look to God". Jesus says, "Look to me and you see God".
Jesus didn't leave us the option of saying he was simply a great teacher. We either accept him as God, or not. If he's not then he was either deluded or evil. There is no evidence suggesting Jesus was either of these.
So, Jesus is God, he is alive and he does love me. What great truths on which to step out into my day.
Jesus, my Lord and my God. I place my trust in you.
Friday, April 4, 2025
Timing
They would have arrested him then, but because his time had not yet come no one laid a hand on him.
Jn.7:30
The stage is set but the time is not yet right, both for the Jewish leaders and for Jesus. Why is it that God, who is outside our time domain (the same yesterday, today and forever), is interested in timing?
Maybe it's so the institution of Holy Mass at the Last Supper could happen at the Feast of the Passover. So many of the incidents of Jesus' passion and death happened as the result of timing.
Maybe while I'm living within the constraints of time I should be more conscious of timing. Rather than reactionary, I should be more intentional. There is a time for every purpose under heaven.
Jesus, I want to be in sync with you. Holy Spirit, guide my time. Father, my times are in your hand.
Thursday, April 3, 2025
Authentic Follower
They have made themselves a calf of molten metal and have worshipped it and offered it sacrifice. “Here is your God, Israel,” they have cried, “who brought you up from the land of Egypt!”
Ex.32:8
God is heartbroken at his children's disobedience. Like any parent, that heartbreak is expressed in anger.
When I take God out of my life what am I left with? A lifeless hunk of metal, a facsimile. Like a headstrong child I demand to be separate from God. I want to do it my way (the song to hell).
When I choose God's way I have life and that in abundance. Hope and joy become my Hallmark, as they were always intended. As Blessed Carlo Acutis said, "All people are born as originals, but many die as photocopies,".
Jesus, I want to be an authentic follower of you.
Wednesday, April 2, 2025
Sing!
I tell you most solemnly, whoever listens to my words, and believes in the one who sent me, has eternal life;
Jn.5:24
I had to "hear" God's Word before I could believe. Many people in my life made up that beautiful chorus, each with their own instrument and voice. The resulting harmonic chorus eventually swept away my doubts and I believed.
What am I singing today and who is hearing it?
Jesus, I want to be part of your chorus. I want to sing that all who hear will believe and have eternal life.